jUst jutting it all out =)

I missed this.Wow been quite awhile.
Was not able to spend time for this got caught up at work.
MAY-JUNE
Had workshop with the kids.
Got into some compromising discussions.
Quit BCCAP.
Went to Dapitan.
Visited Rizal's place.
Went to Manila and had a very thorough discussion on Liquidation Reports.
Now at BLDF which is currently holding the Institute for Governance and Development (G0Dev).
Current volunteer status at GoDev with Hedz.
Sold my CQ20. and oh, had quite a discussion with momma after finding out =(
Got appointed as Local Coordinator for Bohol under LGSP-LED project funded by CIDA instituted by the Candian Urban Institute.
Strategic Planning with GoDev.
Entered into an agreement with DReAMS project under E.U.
Still contemplating how to get international scholarships.
Went through a very stressful week beating the deadline for LGSP-LED.
Met the targets but found out Carmen did not so we had to get it from Carmen and is now currently going through another stressful week.
Finding consultants to draft Promotion Strategy for Organic Rice.
Business Plans.
Discussions with Sir Tony (current status and relationship with BLDF).

Here we go again.
The last time I said I would go on a vacation after quitting at PPDO, here is where I am after 4 months... Still overwhelmed with work and cannot believe I am doing this as a volunteer. Nonetheless, I still find joy in what I do even in the midst of "come on, I-am-silly-for-doing-what-i-am-currently-doing" moments.

More often than not I come to the point of finding a way out only to stay even longer. I'd like to explore and go beyond this. If I ever grow old, I'd like to see the world and learn from it and then perhaps go back and do this.

But for now, I must say, I gotta review my reasons for staying and for continually doing what I am doing.

So tired. So yearning for a break =)